tears

last night

as soon as the eyelids closed up

tears dropped out

with unknown reason

why?

it should be an answer...

i asked her

she say don't know

perhaps the inside she din't tell her either

she cried silently
as she don't want to let others to know
or she just can't cry out loud to relieve herself

on her bed,
she grab the pillow beside her
and hug it tight

but
the pillow is cold as it's just a bloodless ball of fur and wool
instead of the warmth she has been desperate for

I know she is not as strong as I could think
she is just a body of flesh covered with flowing blood as a normal human being are

what i can do
was just comfort her
whispered to her

"go to sleep my dear and good night"

I can see she held her tears
and back to her dream world...

nang me if you want to comfort me