Although all the assignments have handed in, I can still feel stress is running through my mind..
I cannot sleep well..
I cannot focus on the things I do..
I cannot stop thinking nonsense..
stop pressing more stress on me..
STOP it! I CAN handle it..
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Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Jump-shots in China's tourist spots!
felt that jump shot is more memorable than just standing there to take pictures right?
:P
Olympic sport centre- bird nest 鸟巢
I jumped so high! wakaka~ guess where?
hehe~ the furthest great wall from the city - JinShanLing great wall after SiMaTai has been closed for rebuild.
I think this is better than 八达岭 BaDaLing great wall because it always crowded with people and has become too artificial.. we come for the real great wall right? ^^
the golden colour Big Wild Goose Pagoda 大雁塔～
recognise where is here?
in the middle of busy walking street :P
南京大街
wow, the bull kick me till I fly up to the sky~
jump shot at The Bund 外滩 with the background of Oriental Pearl Tower 东方明珠~
oh yeah~ syok one~
that time one photographer was taking picture of me jumping crazily here >< so embarrass.. hope my photos are deleted in his camera... oh no..
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Stress before last final exams in foundation..
3 more days, final exams will have started..
coming along together with many stress..
I wanna get a better result as the result in first sem and second sem are not so desirable, i regret..
I hope to do as best as I can..
Many people will tell me 'okay la', 'enough la'.. if you really know me, you'll already know..
Some of you known it for a long time but some really don't.. I don't hope you know more but I just wanna say I want better..
Not to do until perfect (I know nothing is perfect), it's just I'll do my best.. as much as I can..
Is it possible to get HD for macroeconomics? I'm really wondering.. unless I can score a high mark for my final paper.. It's stress.. Macro is just not about purely reading from the books, also about thinking.. some questions have just like two-sided answer where depends on how your macroeconomics thinking and from which perspective you look on.. For certain people, it's easy for them but not for me.. I need more hard work and I have already known it.. Do you know how stress am I? I kind of depress when my friends asking me about some macro questions and I don't know how to answer it where finals is just around! Perhaps I have just not revised harder enough.. I disappointed of myself.. someone will think that I don't have to do that but I should... I'm the eldest in my family, I need to set a good model to my younger siblings as what a eldest should do..
Another kind of stress was disturbing me last few days.. sorry for everyone who for concern of me. .thank you my dear friends.. it's kind of emotional stress.. some of you might know but some who don't know me clearly please don't simply guess until misunderstand occurs..
Misunderstanding this problem really cause a lot more problems.. All started from guessing.. If you want to know something, just straight away ask from me and I'll tell you if I know.. If I don't know, I'm really don't know.. rumors and gossips are one of the problem.. neutral is fine, but just don't make it into problem.. Perhaps initially the telling of gossips is of good intention, but when spread to another and another person, they may heard another different kind of story and started to suspect that people mentioned in the rumor..
However, do you ever think that is that really true? Have you ever seen it with your naked eyes?
That's why I always hope that I can free from the bad gossips, either as the teller or the one who spread around..
Neutral gossips are just fine with me, as long as I din't hurt people but not as bad gossips that may hurt a people or jeopardize the person's reputation badly..
Why to do that? It's wouldn't generate any profit to anyone, unless you want to spoil the person's life or in some competition of life or death..
And relationship? We are pretty fine.. We are loved.. What you all could think about us? I'm so love him.. it's nothing trouble happened between us.. Why are some of the people think that we have problems? I know you just jealous us, isn't? Don't talk bad about us as we will go along forever where you can't imagine..
And people, don't just interpret things on facebook! It has nothing to do with reality..
You'll never know the truth by seeing the surface of the problem!
Reminder: Judge me only after knowing me well ^^
Never judge a person simply looking at his/her appearance and conclude the whole result..
coming along together with many stress..
I wanna get a better result as the result in first sem and second sem are not so desirable, i regret..
I hope to do as best as I can..
Many people will tell me 'okay la', 'enough la'.. if you really know me, you'll already know..
Some of you known it for a long time but some really don't.. I don't hope you know more but I just wanna say I want better..
Not to do until perfect (I know nothing is perfect), it's just I'll do my best.. as much as I can..
Is it possible to get HD for macroeconomics? I'm really wondering.. unless I can score a high mark for my final paper.. It's stress.. Macro is just not about purely reading from the books, also about thinking.. some questions have just like two-sided answer where depends on how your macroeconomics thinking and from which perspective you look on.. For certain people, it's easy for them but not for me.. I need more hard work and I have already known it.. Do you know how stress am I? I kind of depress when my friends asking me about some macro questions and I don't know how to answer it where finals is just around! Perhaps I have just not revised harder enough.. I disappointed of myself.. someone will think that I don't have to do that but I should... I'm the eldest in my family, I need to set a good model to my younger siblings as what a eldest should do..
Another kind of stress was disturbing me last few days.. sorry for everyone who for concern of me. .thank you my dear friends.. it's kind of emotional stress.. some of you might know but some who don't know me clearly please don't simply guess until misunderstand occurs..
Misunderstanding this problem really cause a lot more problems.. All started from guessing.. If you want to know something, just straight away ask from me and I'll tell you if I know.. If I don't know, I'm really don't know.. rumors and gossips are one of the problem.. neutral is fine, but just don't make it into problem.. Perhaps initially the telling of gossips is of good intention, but when spread to another and another person, they may heard another different kind of story and started to suspect that people mentioned in the rumor..
However, do you ever think that is that really true? Have you ever seen it with your naked eyes?
That's why I always hope that I can free from the bad gossips, either as the teller or the one who spread around..
Neutral gossips are just fine with me, as long as I din't hurt people but not as bad gossips that may hurt a people or jeopardize the person's reputation badly..
Why to do that? It's wouldn't generate any profit to anyone, unless you want to spoil the person's life or in some competition of life or death..
And relationship? We are pretty fine.. We are loved.. What you all could think about us? I'm so love him.. it's nothing trouble happened between us.. Why are some of the people think that we have problems? I know you just jealous us, isn't? Don't talk bad about us as we will go along forever where you can't imagine..
And people, don't just interpret things on facebook! It has nothing to do with reality..
You'll never know the truth by seeing the surface of the problem!
Reminder: Judge me only after knowing me well ^^
Never judge a person simply looking at his/her appearance and conclude the whole result..
Sunday, April 3, 2011
So So~
wow.. final exam is just around the corner, starting from this Saturday.
It's my last final exam in my foundation year, hope so.
Hope all my friends pass their every single paper and don't need to retake if failed.. touch wood ><
It's kind of waste of time and money if failed the subject especially the core subjects, you have no choice other than retake.
Why not study a little bit harder? just only before finals! for those who are not so diligent. I know many students do that yet there are sure will be some super diligent people who study from the beginning of the semesters till the end of final exams.. who knows.. Perhaps the one who always playing around is studying hard at home? Perhaps vice versa? it's kind of weird people if it's really true.
Some started to awake from daydream and study, or even ask for help from their friends. I'm so glad that some of my friends are enlightened? maybe..
Not to tell you always holding a book to study, it'll go nuts! including me of course.. I'll never sitting in front of the mountains of books for day and night, or else if I'm sleeping on them =P
fun! game! entertainment! without them life is full of darkness! You might get into a nightmare that the book monsters are chasing you and trying to swallow you!
People, but not excessive of relaxation, you'll regret perhaps not now.
YOU'LL KNOW!
innitsssss
It's my last final exam in my foundation year, hope so.
Hope all my friends pass their every single paper and don't need to retake if failed.. touch wood ><
It's kind of waste of time and money if failed the subject especially the core subjects, you have no choice other than retake.
Why not study a little bit harder? just only before finals! for those who are not so diligent. I know many students do that yet there are sure will be some super diligent people who study from the beginning of the semesters till the end of final exams.. who knows.. Perhaps the one who always playing around is studying hard at home? Perhaps vice versa? it's kind of weird people if it's really true.
Some started to awake from daydream and study, or even ask for help from their friends. I'm so glad that some of my friends are enlightened? maybe..
Not to tell you always holding a book to study, it'll go nuts! including me of course.. I'll never sitting in front of the mountains of books for day and night, or else if I'm sleeping on them =P
fun! game! entertainment! without them life is full of darkness! You might get into a nightmare that the book monsters are chasing you and trying to swallow you!
People, but not excessive of relaxation, you'll regret perhaps not now.
YOU'LL KNOW!
innitsssss
Saturday, March 12, 2011
today's diary
pourquoi j'ai besoin de tant de soins à ce sujet?
depuis tout petit, je suis toujours envie d'être forte, je prends toujours mon problème à moi-même et de résoudre moi-même. Je ne sais pas comment dire aux gens et ne veulent pas les inquiéter à mon sujet. Comment, même si je dis aux gens d'autres, vont-ils vraiment m'aider et résoudre mon problème?
l'année dernière, vous voulez que je sois pas si forte que toujours et de ne pas cacher le problème pour moi, une petite dame, petite femme. J'essaie de vous dire mon sentiment, mon problème. Mais est-ce un bon choix? Maintenant, quand je ne veux pas être pas trop fort, je vous dis mon sentiment, comment je pourrait le penser.Tu me donnes la réponse pour cette raison que je ne suis pas fort comme avant! Cela m'a choqué, je suis censé être fort ou faible maintenant? Vous êtes le seul qui me disent ne pas être trop forte.Je ne peux m'en fous, mais pourquoi je me soucie maintenant? Je suis vraiment confus pour l'instant.
Tout le monde pense que je suis très forte, je peux résoudre tous les problèmes que j'ai rencontrés avant que les gens peuvent m'aider. Ils pensent qu'ils n'ont pas à m'aider et lentement, ils ne m'aidera pas plus même si je peux avoir besoin d'aide parfois ..Je leur ai donné l'impression que je suis si fort, mais qui sait peut-être je ne suis pas? Qui savent vraiment? Je n'ai pas vraiment l'espoir que tout le monde prendra soin de moi, mais juste au moins un ou deux. Je suis peut-être indépendante, je n'ai pas besoin de compter sur tant de gens, même ma famille. Je sais aussi que je ne peux pas vraiment compter ou dépend d'eux.Parfois, j'ai vraiment besoin d'une épaule, qui sait, nul ne sait de mon visage. Peut-être que je ne montre jamais le besoin sur mon visage, j'essaie toujours de sourire et de cacher la douleur de mon coeur. Je sais montrant le visage triste ne sera pas un bon choix, les gens pense tout simplement que pourquoi t'es comme ça ou tout simplement garder loin de vous si vous continuez à le faire.Alors, pourquoi n'ai-je pas tout simplement garder le sourire?
Vous voulez que je sois pas si forte et le bâton éternellement avec vous, être avec vous, rester avec vous, sans doute. Désormais, lorsque vous discuter avec les filles et heureusement m'ignorer côté, vous pensez que je suis forte que je ne m'inquiéterai pas.Donc désolé, je suis peu faire, je vous le dis et vous me dites que vous pensiez que je suis peut supporter avec cette fille que d'autres ne peuvent pas. Vous êtes le seul qui me disent de ne pas être trop forte. Je peux vous dire je fais un peu jaloux. Tu sors avec eux, je ne dis rien ou d'essayer de vous arrêter.J'espère juste que la prochaine fois quand je sors, tu feras la même chose pour moi, mais ne dis pas que je vous ai quitté et vous faireennuyeux. juste?
Je pensais à écrire ces ce matin, mais je tiens mon stylo jusqu'à ce que tout à l'heure vous m'avez dit heureux que vous souhaitez regarder un film avec eux et dit au revoir. Je me demande ce pour cela que quand je sortie avec mes amis et vous dire que je vous laisse tranquille et garder lancinante que vous avez si ennuyeux, mais que diriez-vous maintenant? Vous pouvez juste aller voir le film, même avec le sexe opposé. Que faire si je fais de même? Je suis sûr que vous aurez une réaction de surprise pour moi. Encore une fois, vous me dites que je ne m'en voudrez pas, n'ai-je pas?Vous avez déjà me donner cette réponse, que puis-je vous répondre? Ainsi, vous pouvez et je ne peux pas?
Donc, vous voulez que je sois forte ou pas maintenant? Vous ne pouvez pas même me donner une réponse. Vous voulez juste que je sois forte ou faible, tout comme vous pour? Je suis tellement stress. Je ne peut pas être fort comme avant. J'ai perdre. Suis-je censé réfléchir à deux fois avant que je continue à marcher sur cette route? Je sais que c'est un peu tard et je suis dans un dilemme. Maintenant, je suis plus heureux ou triste?
Devrais-je revenir à moi précédente? ne pas coller trop prèscomme quelqu'un nous méprendre trop. Chacun vit dans le stress etmoi aussi
Et je sais, personne ne verra ce post.
depuis tout petit, je suis toujours envie d'être forte, je prends toujours mon problème à moi-même et de résoudre moi-même. Je ne sais pas comment dire aux gens et ne veulent pas les inquiéter à mon sujet. Comment, même si je dis aux gens d'autres, vont-ils vraiment m'aider et résoudre mon problème?
l'année dernière, vous voulez que je sois pas si forte que toujours et de ne pas cacher le problème pour moi, une petite dame, petite femme. J'essaie de vous dire mon sentiment, mon problème. Mais est-ce un bon choix? Maintenant, quand je ne veux pas être pas trop fort, je vous dis mon sentiment, comment je pourrait le penser.Tu me donnes la réponse pour cette raison que je ne suis pas fort comme avant! Cela m'a choqué, je suis censé être fort ou faible maintenant? Vous êtes le seul qui me disent ne pas être trop forte.Je ne peux m'en fous, mais pourquoi je me soucie maintenant? Je suis vraiment confus pour l'instant.
Tout le monde pense que je suis très forte, je peux résoudre tous les problèmes que j'ai rencontrés avant que les gens peuvent m'aider. Ils pensent qu'ils n'ont pas à m'aider et lentement, ils ne m'aidera pas plus même si je peux avoir besoin d'aide parfois ..Je leur ai donné l'impression que je suis si fort, mais qui sait peut-être je ne suis pas? Qui savent vraiment? Je n'ai pas vraiment l'espoir que tout le monde prendra soin de moi, mais juste au moins un ou deux. Je suis peut-être indépendante, je n'ai pas besoin de compter sur tant de gens, même ma famille. Je sais aussi que je ne peux pas vraiment compter ou dépend d'eux.Parfois, j'ai vraiment besoin d'une épaule, qui sait, nul ne sait de mon visage. Peut-être que je ne montre jamais le besoin sur mon visage, j'essaie toujours de sourire et de cacher la douleur de mon coeur. Je sais montrant le visage triste ne sera pas un bon choix, les gens pense tout simplement que pourquoi t'es comme ça ou tout simplement garder loin de vous si vous continuez à le faire.Alors, pourquoi n'ai-je pas tout simplement garder le sourire?
Vous voulez que je sois pas si forte et le bâton éternellement avec vous, être avec vous, rester avec vous, sans doute. Désormais, lorsque vous discuter avec les filles et heureusement m'ignorer côté, vous pensez que je suis forte que je ne m'inquiéterai pas.Donc désolé, je suis peu faire, je vous le dis et vous me dites que vous pensiez que je suis peut supporter avec cette fille que d'autres ne peuvent pas. Vous êtes le seul qui me disent de ne pas être trop forte. Je peux vous dire je fais un peu jaloux. Tu sors avec eux, je ne dis rien ou d'essayer de vous arrêter.J'espère juste que la prochaine fois quand je sors, tu feras la même chose pour moi, mais ne dis pas que je vous ai quitté et vous faireennuyeux. juste?
Je pensais à écrire ces ce matin, mais je tiens mon stylo jusqu'à ce que tout à l'heure vous m'avez dit heureux que vous souhaitez regarder un film avec eux et dit au revoir. Je me demande ce pour cela que quand je sortie avec mes amis et vous dire que je vous laisse tranquille et garder lancinante que vous avez si ennuyeux, mais que diriez-vous maintenant? Vous pouvez juste aller voir le film, même avec le sexe opposé. Que faire si je fais de même? Je suis sûr que vous aurez une réaction de surprise pour moi. Encore une fois, vous me dites que je ne m'en voudrez pas, n'ai-je pas?Vous avez déjà me donner cette réponse, que puis-je vous répondre? Ainsi, vous pouvez et je ne peux pas?
Donc, vous voulez que je sois forte ou pas maintenant? Vous ne pouvez pas même me donner une réponse. Vous voulez juste que je sois forte ou faible, tout comme vous pour? Je suis tellement stress. Je ne peut pas être fort comme avant. J'ai perdre. Suis-je censé réfléchir à deux fois avant que je continue à marcher sur cette route? Je sais que c'est un peu tard et je suis dans un dilemme. Maintenant, je suis plus heureux ou triste?
Devrais-je revenir à moi précédente? ne pas coller trop prèscomme quelqu'un nous méprendre trop. Chacun vit dans le stress etmoi aussi
Et je sais, personne ne verra ce post.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
傻瓜
傻瓜傻瓜傻傻瓜,
傻傻的瓜瓜不像瓜,
傻傻的傻瓜不是瓜,
傻傻的瓜瓜是傻瓜,不是瓜...
傻傻的瓜瓜相信了他，
一个不该相信的他，
突然而来的他，
改变了一直以来都不相信的傻瓜。。。
从几何时，
她从未相信他，
今天得知的他，
她竟然相信了他。。。
何时？
那一秒起？
傻傻的瓜， 相信了他。。
一个不该相信的他。。
一个令人心痛的他。。
我真不该相信他！
傻傻的瓜瓜不像瓜,
傻傻的傻瓜不是瓜,
傻傻的瓜瓜是傻瓜,不是瓜...
傻傻的瓜瓜相信了他，
一个不该相信的他，
突然而来的他，
改变了一直以来都不相信的傻瓜。。。
从几何时，
她从未相信他，
今天得知的他，
她竟然相信了他。。。
何时？
那一秒起？
傻傻的瓜， 相信了他。。
一个不该相信的他。。
一个令人心痛的他。。
我真不该相信他！
Sunday, January 30, 2011
每月一惊吓
过了六个月的漫长，
几乎在学院里的每日相见，
过着不一样的愉快，
几乎还想沉睡在这睡梦中。
六个月，
不算长。
只等着，
更长的，
六年，
甚至，
六十年。
人生有多少个十年？
可以一步步陪着你。
回想起，
每个月，
都会有一个小惊喜惊吓；
第一个月，
更是一个大惊喜惊吓；
你，
记得吗？
昨天，
又来一个惊吓，
原来是到了时候。
真的像闹钟般的准时。
我多希望真的是个惊喜，
而不是惊吓。。。
但我希望这闹钟在此刻，
停止了，
不再敲响未来的钟，
不再报时。
我诚心恳求您。
只怕到了哪个月的一大惊吓，
脆弱，
承受不了。
几乎在学院里的每日相见，
过着不一样的愉快，
几乎还想沉睡在这睡梦中。
六个月，
不算长。
只等着，
更长的，
六年，
甚至，
六十年。
人生有多少个十年？
可以一步步陪着你。
回想起，
每个月，
都会有一个小
第一个月，
更是一个大
你，
记得吗？
昨天，
又来一个惊吓，
原来是到了时候。
真的像闹钟般的准时。
我多希望真的是个惊喜，
而不是惊吓。。。
但我希望这闹钟在此刻，
停止了，
不再敲响未来的钟，
不再报时。
我诚心恳求您。
只怕到了哪个月的一大惊吓，
脆弱，
承受不了。
这是蘑菇酱般的甜蜜
Monday, January 17, 2011
Chrissie Chau's autograph poster!
it's chrissie's autograph on her poster!
emm, actually i'm not a big fans of her.
by the way, who is chrissie chau (周秀娜)?
She is currently one of the most famous 'lang mo'(model) in Hong Kong.
She is one of the starring in movie《抱抱俏佳人》too with 林峰.
How i get this poster with her autograph?
actually it's all by unintentional ><
I was shopping with my friends and saw this little function here by Keep Slim center to promote their service with Chrissie, a hot artist, at Sungai Wang.
Few minutes later, she gonna give out the poster with her autograph.
"why not try to queue up and get the poster?" suggested by Jie.
out of funny act, we did..
Leaded by Jie, we got the poster and shaked hand with her!
emm, she is quite polite and did shaked hand with us when we showed out our hand to ask for it.
New star's act? normally quite polite~
Ya, she pretty too ^^ but too bad she din't show off her 32D bust! lolx.. quite a disappointment i heard.
nang it~
Friday, December 31, 2010
Last day in 2010! n Happy New Year~
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every bad thing has ended in 2010 and welcome 2011!!
all new good prosperity is coming~ wow~
see you all next year ^^
nang~
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every bad thing has ended in 2010 and welcome 2011!!
all new good prosperity is coming~ wow~
see you all next year ^^
nang~
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
christmas decoration in kl shopping centres~
it was few days after X'mas!
been to several shopping complex to have a look on their christmas decoration ^^ while shopping as well~ haha XD
Mid Valley
Pavillion
Timesquare
Sungai Wang
Fahrenheit 88
Lot 10
-no distinctive decoration, so i din't take any photo
Starhill
1 Utama
The Gardens
So, which shopping complex do you think has the most creative and impressive decoration?
Thursday, December 2, 2010
sem 2 final exam!
many things happens around us recently:
no matter assignments, friendships or relationships.
However, final exam has already coming!
left 2 more days guys!
cheer and wake up
take up your books and study please
throw all your unwanted emotions or annoying stuff behind our mind,
don't let it distract our 'fight till the end' mood in this important period!
so guys,
let's work hard and gambate together ya!
and don't study overnight on friday night as ms. winnie advised~
let your brain to fully charged and use it in our critical thinking paper!
no matter assignments, friendships or relationships.
However, final exam has already coming!
left 2 more days guys!
cheer and wake up
take up your books and study please
throw all your unwanted emotions or annoying stuff behind our mind,
don't let it distract our 'fight till the end' mood in this important period!
so guys,
let's work hard and gambate together ya!
and don't study overnight on friday night as ms. winnie advised~
let your brain to fully charged and use it in our critical thinking paper!
爱，要多吗？
爱，不可太多；
不然，真的会很心痛。
那一句话一出，
先来的是气愤，
深一层的其实是心痛。
我不知那是一时之气
还是有意的心声
答案是哪一个，
我都希望你是无意的
你说你包容我，我却不听你话
好，
你不是我的体质，
没关系，我解释给你听，
但你不信我，
解释，你说我只是夸张，挑剔；
现在有事了，你终于信了吗？
是不是你的不甘? 你反驳，
你向别人说，
你说我管你，
不给你做这个，那个，
但哪一个不是危险的？
难道你要我看你破几次头才阻止你吗？
就是不想你伤。
何时？
何时出自心底的关心，变成了一个反驳的借口
气愤，但气很快就会消；
不过，后来的是真的心痛。
关心，却变成了你口中的‘我管你’
因为是出自你的口，你的语气，才有这个杀伤力，像刀插入我心
如我不在乎的人，会有这个痛吗？
是我不应该阻止你做危险的运动吗？
那对不起，是我的错。。
我更不应流泪，但其实我很脆弱
我真的有尝试压抑在心中，不让它爆发
当良心被人当狗吠，心是会痛的。
更在乎于对方是谁，朋友当然也会，就看你是否有这个能力在我心中留下一刀。
不然，真的会很心痛。
那一句话一出，
先来的是气愤，
深一层的其实是心痛。
我不知那是一时之气
还是有意的心声
答案是哪一个，
我都希望你是无意的
你说你包容我，我却不听你话
好，
你不是我的体质，
没关系，我解释给你听，
但你不信我，
解释，你说我只是夸张，挑剔；
现在有事了，你终于信了吗？
是不是你的不甘? 你反驳，
你向别人说，
你说我管你，
不给你做这个，那个，
但哪一个不是危险的？
难道你要我看你破几次头才阻止你吗？
就是不想你伤。
何时？
何时出自心底的关心，变成了一个反驳的借口
气愤，但气很快就会消；
不过，后来的是真的心痛。
关心，却变成了你口中的‘我管你’
因为是出自你的口，你的语气，才有这个杀伤力，像刀插入我心
如我不在乎的人，会有这个痛吗？
是我不应该阻止你做危险的运动吗？
那对不起，是我的错。。
我更不应流泪，但其实我很脆弱
我真的有尝试压抑在心中，不让它爆发
当良心被人当狗吠，心是会痛的。
更在乎于对方是谁，朋友当然也会，就看你是否有这个能力在我心中留下一刀。
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Dodgeball Competition
do you familiar with dodgeball games?
i think it is not so famous in malaysia, as many of us don't even know what it is before this competition.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98dr97bTunE
since i cant embed the video here which that video is not allowed, here is the link to one of the dodgeball competition with simple rules introduction~
enjoy~
the banner of the competition~
the champion will get RM1000!!
1, 2,DODGEBALL!! (game starts)
(want kill people meh..)
the champion! which is the school team!
(bully us who first time to play it :'(
the 1st runner up! team by our lecturers!
*they are good at catching balls =P
too sad that our team only qualified to enter the quarter-final.. However, we just have done our best!
nice try, nice game!
and.. oh no! this saturday is already final exam! why we still here playing dodgeball and let the balls hit ya?
by the way, we all have gotten sunburn after the game since we are exposed to the sun from morning till evening!
i think it is not so famous in malaysia, as many of us don't even know what it is before this competition.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98dr97bTunE
since i cant embed the video here which that video is not allowed, here is the link to one of the dodgeball competition with simple rules introduction~
enjoy~
the banner of the competition~
the champion will get RM1000!!
balls are thrown everywhere ><
the guy is 'flying'to hit people with the ball!
come and hit her (our opponent)!!
can you recognise which person is me? haha!
*i bet you don't know~
1, 2,DODGEBALL!! (game starts)
full strength is used to throw the ball!
the champion! which is the school team!
(bully us who first time to play it :'(
the 1st runner up! team by our lecturers!
*they are good at catching balls =P
too sad that our team only qualified to enter the quarter-final.. However, we just have done our best!
nice try, nice game!
and.. oh no! this saturday is already final exam! why we still here playing dodgeball and let the balls hit ya?
by the way, we all have gotten sunburn after the game since we are exposed to the sun from morning till evening!
can you see the difference of the skin colour on my hand?
oh no..
and my face is reddish too ><
(too shy to show my reddish face.. lolx!)
Sunday, November 7, 2010
BIG frog speeding on the road
while on the way to school one day,
saw this big frog on the road,
it is speeding and crossing our line!
it has a 'frog' shape and 2 big red eyes!
doesn't it looks like a frog? oh my..
actually is a Volkswagen car if not mistaken..
the car is getting far and far away ><
it's faster..
(taken these photos in yann's car ^^
that time was fun when seeing this scenario~
miss it ^^)
*it is just a personal view, hoping not offending that car..
Friday, November 5, 2010
心
this is a personal post..
read it only if you want to know:
怀念
怀念我们以前畅谈的日子
很高兴几星期前的聚会
就我们几个
就只是谈
单纯地坐着谈几个小时
互相问候着对方
互谈大家的近况
大家都读着不同的学校
虽然如此
我们还是那么谈得来
可以谈心的
现在，原本
多一个知己,本以为近将接近了
但最后远离了
不知何时的一瞬间
unknown
说真的，我不懂是在那一刻
是误会还是什么的
真的不知
想开个话题
换来一声‘嗯’，甚至不答
打招呼也不回应的
向你笑，还以为你傻的
尝试问候，关心，还不是一句‘哦’
我讲下去也毫无意思了
对吗？
我知，
只好坐着一旁，
所以沉默
想加入话题
得到一样的结果
变成了空气里的nitrogen-对他不重要
可能参不进他吧
无声的离开
就是不想吵
却得来‘串’
算了吧，
我也不知这字什么意思了
没要求回报
给我什么的
但至少公平啊
我没向谁‘插’你背后
因为很无聊
因为也不想别人‘插’我的
公平？
（虽然世上很少有公平）
我觉得向别人说三道四不好
破口大骂更不好
我的难处你知道吗？
不渴望你了解，只要体谅
也没说过非要你过来关心
有些难处是说不出口的你懂吗？
不挖苦就很好了
可能我太过天秤了 -logic
应开玩笑的时候，畅怀；
应认真的时候，严肃。
有苦，我自己往肚子里吞；
我不说，就像独自甜蜜，就很幸福，很好吗？
我真的很不想告诉别人，只是不想人家担心，更不想别人的同情。
不想在别人面前show我有多可怜
我知道我需要独立。。一定要。。
我知道你们幸福。。
哭，有时不是要同情，是在责骂自己的愚蠢；
同样的，笑，不代表我很快乐，无烦恼。
有时我少讲话，不代表我冷漠，因为我不懂得表达
别人有时当我很冷，对不起，那是我的错
不知从何说起，我语言能力差
场合不对，说不了 ，尊重场合
有些人，
可以撞到你后，直视向前，而不回头一眇
我朋友就这样无辜地被撞了
不想多说，只有无奈
只是他的无礼，管不了人家
有些人，
平时不想应你，
但有事时，就来问你，求你帮忙
事情过了，想向他打招呼，可回去了不回应
不祈求你的帮忙做回报，但至少say声hi好吗？
为何变成不认识了一样
别当人家傻的吧，只是不要说出口而已,心知的
朋友，至少hi吧
就算回不了从前
任何意见？Pm 我吧～
fb. msn, mail, sms
我随时等待。。
read it only if you want to know:
怀念
怀念我们以前畅谈的日子
很高兴几星期前的聚会
就我们几个
就只是谈
单纯地坐着谈几个小时
互相问候着对方
互谈大家的近况
大家都读着不同的学校
虽然如此
我们还是那么谈得来
可以谈心的
现在，原本
多一个知己,本以为近将接近了
但最后远离了
不知何时的一瞬间
unknown
说真的，我不懂是在那一刻
是误会还是什么的
真的不知
想开个话题
换来一声‘嗯’，甚至不答
打招呼也不回应的
向你笑，还以为你傻的
尝试问候，关心，还不是一句‘哦’
我讲下去也毫无意思了
对吗？
我知，
只好坐着一旁，
所以沉默
想加入话题
得到一样的结果
变成了空气里的nitrogen-对他不重要
可能参不进他吧
无声的离开
就是不想吵
却得来‘串’
算了吧，
我也不知这字什么意思了
没要求回报
给我什么的
但至少公平啊
我没向谁‘插’你背后
因为很无聊
因为也不想别人‘插’我的
公平？
（虽然世上很少有公平）
我觉得向别人说三道四不好
破口大骂更不好
我的难处你知道吗？
不渴望你了解，只要体谅
也没说过非要你过来关心
有些难处是说不出口的你懂吗？
不挖苦就很好了
可能我太过天秤了 -logic
应开玩笑的时候，畅怀；
应认真的时候，严肃。
有苦，我自己往肚子里吞；
我不说，就像独自甜蜜，就很幸福，很好吗？
我真的很不想告诉别人，只是不想人家担心，更不想别人的同情。
不想在别人面前show我有多可怜
我知道我需要独立。。一定要。。
我知道你们幸福。。
哭，有时不是要同情，是在责骂自己的愚蠢；
同样的，笑，不代表我很快乐，无烦恼。
有时我少讲话，不代表我冷漠，因为我不懂得表达
别人有时当我很冷，对不起，那是我的错
不知从何说起，我语言能力差
场合不对，说不了 ，尊重场合
有些人，
可以撞到你后，直视向前，而不回头一眇
我朋友就这样无辜地被撞了
不想多说，只有无奈
只是他的无礼，管不了人家
有些人，
平时不想应你，
但有事时，就来问你，求你帮忙
事情过了，想向他打招呼，可回去了不回应
不祈求你的帮忙做回报，但至少say声hi好吗？
为何变成不认识了一样
别当人家傻的吧，只是不要说出口而已,心知的
朋友，至少hi吧
就算回不了从前
任何意见？Pm 我吧～
fb. msn, mail, sms
我随时等待。。
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