Foundation 1st Sem Break

Every semester is end with final exam and followed by a long period of sem break~

Here are my thoughts to the final exam papers:

First paper -- english
actually I haven't complete my essay writing yet, still I just closing my writing with a simplest conclusion..
even I can't tell do it consider a conclusion?
I'm pretty sad and upset after this paper.. I keep accusing myself..

one word:disappointed of myself

Second paper -- study skill
It teaches us not only read and copy whatever in the notes onto the exam paper.. it's not really work
We must think of the knowledge we learnt and analyse it..
with critical thinking, answer the questions stated

(the answer for the questions, I'm not really saw it straight forward form the lecture notes.. thus I was suspecting have I really memorised done revision before exam)

too much of dreaming??

Third paper -- finite maths
Honestly I can tell, it is the most confident paper I can do among all the subjects..
NOT because I'm god ( pls melissa and renee..)
NOT because of I'm showing off
I just telling the truth in my heart ( since everyone will also have their own strength right? thx )
Maths is challenging and interesting!

I love maths that what I can tell ^^

Forth paper -- computing principle
everyone keep memorised all the terms from the text book as it's few inches thick!
here again, I can't admit I have revised all the chapters covered in this final exam
many questions in this paper..
I was kept doing as I hope I would know the answers for it

must pass ya! ^^

Just 4 papers! yeah ^^ finished!

after exam, what should we do? throw sell all the books? haha XD

by the way, who going to take for foundation course in HELP college August intake?
selling 2nd-hand books here ^^
please do not hesitate to leave a message to me if you interested in ya~

nang it to like it ^^

wake up!!!

today class really end up with a emotional mood

I ruined my SSK second assessment...
it's a group assessment..
after knowing the marks from the teacher, my heart quite sank
how could it be?

really self-accusing...

blaming myself,
brings to account my mind what have i done to the assignment!

it has so many errors as teacher commented it's not well-organized in overall!
which means that we are like doing it with perfunctory heart
really down...
it's just a concealment if I says I don't care..
everyone cares.. even though the others of my group..
I know they will even just a little..

sometimes should not be too optimistic though..
it's doesn't help..

a little bit of stress will push you forward eventually
but not too much!!
i cant bear with it ><

in the way home, apologize to yann n lucies
being emo,
the atmosphere there becomes so cold..
nothing can we said

actually i want a hug

a hug heal my down heart

if you could see this

you are the one who i want a hug from..

nang me?

yesterday once more

from the starting point

it is how I being alone

habituate to it

all at a sudden 

in the middle of my ongoing path,  

somebody tried to dramatize my life

beyond expectation

it's turn up

I admit I think of it before

who don't?

however it's just a thought

don't have any action towards it

a unexpected warmth inside

care from heart

should I accept the deal

as I wondering in mind

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now, 

 is like all happen historically

I saw this before

felt this before

and experienced this before

It is actually a repetition

its progress is almost the same

but what I hope differently

is the ENDING

agree? NANG it

tears

last night

as soon as the eyelids closed up

tears dropped out

with unknown reason

why?

it should be an answer...

i asked her

she say don't know

perhaps the inside she din't tell her either

she cried silently
as she don't want to let others to know
or she just can't cry out loud to relieve herself

on her bed,
she grab the pillow beside her
and hug it tight

but
the pillow is cold as it's just a bloodless ball of fur and wool
instead of the warmth she has been desperate for

I know she is not as strong as I could think
she is just a body of flesh covered with flowing blood as a normal human being are

what i can do
was just comfort her
whispered to her

"go to sleep my dear and good night"

I can see she held her tears
and back to her dream world...

nang me if you want to comfort me

Parts of Heart

How many heart do we have? one? two? or 4?
or.. we have one heart but separate into either two or four parts?
4 chambers : 2 ventricles and 2 atrium?

wondering our heart is separate into 2 parts : want and don't want

what we want to..
and what we don't want to..

also can said that is either YES or NO

However,

sometimes you want to but you don't dare to;
sometimes you don't want to but you are forced to do

that's mean that sometimes YES = NO; NO = YES

the decision is just in our hand
we need to seize the opportunity as much as we can

But still pauses and hesitation turns up
it changes the result...


-don't you gonna break break break break my heart~
while i'm here looking for healing~

support? then NANG it~

Stamina challenge to primary 6 pupil

How many years have I not been to my primary school since I finish my 6 years studies in it. With the opportunity that they holding a sport carnival in the school, I have decided to pay a visit to them! Besides that, I planned to join its 400m open running which is the last event of the sport carnival.

So... I am going to run with all those young primary 6 runners since this event is open to all those who are interested including the attendants and primary 6 pupil. However, primary 5 and below pupil are not allowed to participate in because they are claimed that they do not have enough stamina and could not run faster than the primary 6 ones. How poor they are. I can saw the disappointing face on them after heard this announcement. Do it is a good news for me that this could cut down some of my opponents? haha XD how bad am I ><

this is a special event that I first time saw it, it's a relay running but using respective flag instead of baton

ya, I brought a friend to this event too, lucies. I guided him to have a look around to my primary school~ It really have changed a lot, buildings are painted new, the basketball court have put up a shed but the feeling towards this old school is still the same...

The 41th event of the day is just finished, which means that the open running was going to start! the open running is separated into 2 categories which is male 600m running and female 400m running..
Apparently I'm running for the female 400m ones!

Open running in a primary school is not easy, all those little pupil are pushing and squeezing each other before the 'gun' shot to the sky in order to get a nice position to leading in front. As a SENIOR, I have no choice to be squeezed to the back where I need to endure their naivety. haha XD!

Almost quarter of the runners are started to slow and stand to aside after running not more than a 200m ==" lolx.. Never mind, I just keeping my way to heading forward although there are many blocking by those who are slowed and ran down but STILL want to be on the inner track!! omg...

In the last 100m, I can feel that I have no enough stamina to speed up, I know I should not! what a disappointment to me. Somehow I have tried my best and get the 4th place... and lucies get the 5th place.

Just few steps beyond the 3rd runner... neither far nor near though. Yet I'm still lose.. LOSE TO THE PRIMARY 6s T.T

So, do we need to admit that we are getting old and do not have enough stamina to challenge those young ones?
erm.. perhaps we are still not old, and just elder few years than them >< (comforting myself... ) haha =O

the trophy that i have no fate to them T.T

Wondering of shall we put on revenge to next year sport carnival and challenge those young ones again!

Once again congratulation to the red team, the champion for this year sport carnival!! red team is the best~ since I'm also one the red team mate before ^^v

if you support me please nang me ya ^^

NANG!

How to manage our time properly

Perhaps I'm not a organizer of my personality spectrum as what I learnt from college.

In short, I cant manage my time orderly well!

other than sleeping and dining, those daily routine, it should be left many remaining time for me right? However, it is not. All the assignment and homework have filled my schedule to the full and end up with tiredness at the end of the day night.
The whole day supposed not to be ended up that way...

ok now people, let's recall what have we done throughout the day!

Morning wake up, breakfast, blablabla........... then go to school
>> attend for classes
>> while having break between classes, we are chit-chatting!  (opps! found 1 time wasting moment ><) Most probably we are chatting wasting time here for many uncountable HOURS...
>> finish class, back home.. road traffic!! *sigh..
>> after bathe, definitely would not start doing homework immediately>< so... perhaps tv time?! wakakaka
>> so soon it's dinner time~ yummy yummy~ Here we need enough time concentrate in food digestion! That's mean it is a relax time again ><
>> after that, time for assignment? online? facebooking? ( Here where I should rearrange my time properly)
>> at night, everyone end up the day with dream~

Can you noticed it?! where's the time flows that meaningless...

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Here is a message indicates that 365 days really not enough for a student!!

the year ONLY
has 365 days...typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
  Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
  Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
  Days left 141.


4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
  Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly &  swallowing) - means 30 days.
  Days left 96.


6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
  Days left 81.

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
  Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
  Days left 6.

9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
  Days left 3.

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.    1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday.
    How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!

Balance = 0

like this calculation?

nang it!!