Disoriented...

look up into the cleared blue sky

flock of birds flying in order

they know their direction to go on

either east or west,

north or south...

at this moment,

the blue sky not blue anymore in my eyes

it's overlapped with clouds of smoke and haze

it's blurred my vision

like i'm at nowhere...

standing in the middle of the road

perhaps i'm loitering at there

AIMLESSLY...

feel like nearly crash by something

if it's really happen

my life will just end like that

will my life just end like that?

or keep trapped in this situation?

i'm totally lost my way...

where's my path of glory?

please...

lead me please...

photo For 'tang yuan'

sorry for late uploading photo for 22nd dec 'dong zhi'...

here is d tang yuan in boiling pandan soup

( so many pandan leaves >< )

another view of it...

got 2 types of tang yuan actually...

see it?

the bigger one n smaller one~

tang yuan are put a cup of soya bean for each person

( soya bean just buy from market ><

you can make it yourself if you like~ )

here are the smaller one..

(red bean tang yuan)

here is the bigger one...

(peanut tang yuan)

here is a cup of mixed tang yuan ^^


ENJOY!!

yummy~

Merry Christmas!!

hey, people~

Merry Christmas ya ^^

have Christmas eve party at friend's house

wow~

haha XD

is a little bit tired here...

say a

"Merry Christmas"

to all of you ^^

before i go to bed~

haha XD

～冬至快乐～

Happy 'Dong Zhi'~

( is it have a specific English name for 'dong zhi'?)

nevermind~

just a wish..

eat 'tang yuan' @ 'tong yun'

a flour ball...

hehe.. not actually flour i think ><

now with various flavour...

* YUMMY ^^ *

-red bean

-peanut

-chocolate

-sugar

(erm.. anything else?)

seems like only these i ate before..

maybe you have eaten something more special then i had

anyway, our grand grandparents only eat those original...

with ginger sugar soup ><

erm..

honestly.. i dun like it ><

but still RESPECT it!

however, i'm not going to eat that ~.~

anyway,

agn..

happy dong zhi ^^

taken some picture of 'tang yuan'

but haven't upload..

haha XD paiseh..

Genting Trip~

3 days of Genting trip

from 17th to 19th...

wow, a big gang going..

gang of 16 ><

so many o..

some even don't know each other..

i think after this trip we know each other,

but not so familiar also..

We go by ktm to kl sentral following by bus~

without parents' guidance..

here we go!!

while waiting.. oh.. so many things to bring..

heavy ><

in skyway cable car ^^

going up to genting..

here the sign board,

the upper right one really make us confuse@@

( what's that actually...)

look like >> we should not brake?

( like the brake system in car)

playing arrow and bow at theme park while outside is raining..

unluckily.. it's rain..

everybody's mood to play gone in this meanwhile

then we go to play arrow and bow

( luckily it's not at outdoor)

*quite hard to play*

it's hurt my arm...

(just a little bit)

while shooting the arrow,

the arrow rub off my arm before it go off...

a little red patch on my inner part of my arm T.T

this is the apartment we rent

it's COLD and windy at night!

we prepare steamboat for our first night dinner ^^

wow~

thanks for the steamboat cooker~

( what is it called actually?)

if not we can't eat that at genting ><

another photo of preparation for our steamboat

view from genting..

genting bus station where we wait for the bus back home ^^

tired after 3 days trip....

arh..

my sweet sweet bed!

haha XD

* more picture just in my facebook photo *

( lazy to post.. haha XD )

→别让生命留白←

最令我难下笔的华语试卷

终于考完了。。

^0^

今天，

放下沉重的心情；

那一天，

面对成绩时难以接受的情绪。

今天，

放开怀抱地尽情玩乐；

那一天，

可能整个人已跌入谷底。

华语课，

是我除了历史课，

最差的一课。

（难以置信吧？）

感觉有点。。

“当初我是不是不应该拿华语呢？”

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SPM>> 试卷一 作文题

（五选一）

其中一题： “别让生命留白”

（尽情发挥你的想象力去写吧！）

这一句，

其实似曾相识。。。

从哪里听过呢？

对了！

在电视节目上，

选美节目上。。。

“请问你为什么要参加这个选美活动呢？”

在面试上问道。

“因为我不想让生命留白”

（感觉听过好多遍。。）

“选美丰富我的人生”

“选美让我的生命中留下美好的回忆”

erm...

还有吗？

从面试，

到进入初赛，

半决赛，

五强，

直到最后的总决赛。。。

每一个环节，

都没有浪费过我的青春，

一点一滴。。。

选美真的让我的生命不留白！

也让我学会如何人与人之间的沟通。。。

lolx!

都不知要怎么接下去呢><

因为我都没有参加过。。

哈哈

只是这个题目真的让我联想起选美。

当然，我不是选这一题的～

哈哈^^

SPM ending soon..

9 subjects papers were done

left one more

Bahasa Cina

我的母语，

华语

mother tongue

the most unconfident at

T.T

不知所措。。。

i should excel in this subject?

since i'm not a 'banana'

i speak it all in my life

am i pay more attention to other subjects

and left my Mandarin behind?

how am i going to take this exam paper?

it may get a grade C for me...

the disappointing one...

the upset one...

只希望我们一起努力

in another point of view,

SPM is going to end soon

we will be shout for MERDEKA!

但之后，

我的路会变成迷茫吗？